oh valentines day
in some ways i've come to like it the most

Its nice to have something like relationships and love celebrated
something without the dutiful attachment that all the religious holidays bring with celebrating their overlord or w/e.
Valentines day doesnt tell you who to love
it just suggests that love is something out there worth doing.

People say Valentines day has no meaning or reason behind it. Commercial holiday.
But in some ways i see the idea as more pure than like.. having a public holiday to celebrate the queen of englands birthday, for example.
Valentines day. No-one is expecting me to go gathering my patriotism-skirts and dancing through streets, or holding a cross to my heart and weeping tears of joy, etc.

Sometimes I just like things all the more for them having no driven purpose

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If you're sleeping and someone calls you what do you say?
"oh its ok, whats up?"
I used to know a guy from my highschool year who called me at like 3am in the morning drunk and wanting to chat. I'd be like "wtf man 3am sleeping whaaaaaaat?". Now he's dead and I regret that D:


Feel like talking to someone that you haven't in a while
Yeah Im pretty homesick for japan atm, and it was never even really my home.

What does your last text say?
"OMFG"

Do you care what people think about you?
Way too much, according to other people.


Are you a forgiving person?
I don't usually forgive people for anything I actually take quite serious. I'll still recognise the good things about them, but whatever they've done is still there in my head.


Do you have a best friend of the opposite sex?
I enjoy the company of guys much more than girls. Girls are nasty.


Could you go an entire month without talking to your best friend?
i dont even have a best friend at the moment
im not very close to people now


Did you do something bad today?
i imagined throwing something over the fence at the crying child next door and telling them to stfu.

What is the last thing you said aloud?
I sighed. I cant remember before that. I have headphones on..

When was the last time you ran?
someone wanted to commit suicide

Have you ever lost anything down a toilet?
the content of my stomach


Look to your left, what do you see?
The traditional style painting of a samurai/ninja dude with eyes staring down over the door, guarding it. It used to scare me when it was at my grandmas house but it looks benevolent to me now


Last person you talked to on the phone?



Biggest annoyance in your life right now?
the poison in my blood


Are you jealous of anyone?
So many people..


How old will you be turning on your next birthday?
21 in April. wont even be here to celebrate with me. First non-twin birthday ever D:
i have no one to hang out with.. so im planning to just play playstation all night ):


How did you get one of your scars?
my sisters fingernails - it looks like a crescent moon

What are you craving now?
inspiration


Can you play guitar hero?
only with 4 buttons, the 5th just wacks me out. I only played a few times so its hard.


Do you like chinese food?
NO!! it always makes me puffy afterward. I REFUSE TO EAT IT. I enjoy the taste of honey chicken but its not worth being puffy and lethargic the next day.


Do you get distracted easily?
yes yes yes yes yes


Do you have any strange phobias?
Balloons that are close to my face and/or unnecessarily big.


Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
haha yeaaah


Are you stubborn?
Yeah. It gets me into trouble.


What is one emotion you are feeling right now?
lonliness, pretty much.

What day this week has been your favorite so far?
Today. Saturday. I had the most awful week at work.